| 141, periods on its way..
been having some rough moments recently. my best friend has just gotten into a rel, and i feel as if i dont have anyone to hangout with nowadays. She tries to make it seem liek its okay with us and tries to hangout but whenever her bf makes plans with her, she mentions me to come without me even knowing and he gets all mad at her and tells her he just wants it them two. meanwhile im hungup over my ex and i still cant stop thinking about him. I really do miss him, and we saw e.o last week, he kissed me and never called me after. I havent heard from him and the thing that hurts the most is that i told him how i felt about me and him last week when i was with him.
idk as for eatting i feel worse because im getting bloated.
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| 142.
breakfast- yogurt
lunch- tall skinny vanilla late
snack- bowl of cherries and grapes
dinner- 1.5 wrap with fat free cream cheese and turkey
snack- 1/2 a danish.
water, tea, late, orange juice.
im going to the gym tonight, gonna burn off 500 calories.
what do you guys think of white girls dating asian boys?
weird or not weird..
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| 142 pounds today..
My BMI is 22.2
I want it at a 20.8
OK so i m getting really jealous of my best friend because first of all she weighs 20 pounds less than i do and is the same height as me.
shes beginning to get more guys than me when we go out.
she has more nicer clothing becuase it looks better on her thinner figure.
more guys pay attention to her.
i feel so disgusting next to her, and this is breaking up our friendship, i know it. I feel so down.
ugh any suggestions?
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